Whats Ur View..?

I stumbled on a sayin dat a home is where someone is always thinking of you... its a very nice sayin, espcially for da homeless n for someone who had lost somebody dat they love, stressin on family...


Home, da first thing dat came to ones mind is dat, its da place where one belongs... where he began his journey, da first step dat he took before going somewhere far... In other words, a home is a place where you can always return to....


It is not a material nor an object where one eyes can see... its wat da heart feels... home is a sanctuary, a place where u feel warm, safe and protected by da person dat thinks of you... da person can be anybody... that wat makes a home speacial...


IN other view.... if da person dat always thinks bad of you...? is that home... always thinking of bringing u down... is dat what we call home... at first it might not be a great home...
But if u always return to dat home, one day da bonds get better...
Its human nature... The longer u spend time with da person, da stronger da bonds are...


These bonds i speak of might seems weird to some people... but i exprienced it first hand... bonds are made stronger through this meathod, and through this very actual meathod bonds stay as bonds, friends stay as friends.... forever....


If you ever lost da person u treasured very much... at least let da person know, there is always a home for u to return to.... i will always be thinking of u... n will always be waiting for u, becouse im ur home... as u are mine....

jaN The fiRst

typacal day at home...
with nuthin better 2 do...
as it gets closer to the end of da holiday...t
he less actvty i can cme up wth my head...the less thing 2 do...







at first... i was thinkin dat a short nap is da best thing 2 do rite now...u know, wth da rain n all.. its perfect...but then... i rmmberd smthin... i told smeone dat ill put in more pic...so i went out in da rain n go some pic....it would ruin da camra if i head in in dis dwnpor...so, i waited untill da rain bcmes clmer...





while i was waitin...
an old buddy clled... it was suhaimi...haha...
boy we talked... its great 2 know dat were still rmmbrd by smeone....
a fren of our prohet said"the weakest human is one dat cnt find a true fren, n a much weaker human is one who cnnt apprcte da fren dat they had found"
if im not mstaken... it sounded lke dat...
or smwaht close 2 dat.....
bt da meanin is da sme...



after a while da rain wasnt as violnt as b4...
so i steped out n took a few pic...
only a few, couz it got a bit dark..
n its still rainin....


n among those few pic...
only fewer turned out alrite...
da rest wasnt dat nice...most of them got over exposed... haha..


since not all of them r perfect...
id lke 2 tke sme more..
but like i said... its still rainin...
i dun want 2 b soaked...


actlly i luv 2 be soaked...
expsclly by da rain...
when it rains....
feels so calm 4 no reason...
n when its calm i think a lot...


it mkes me think dat...
will it be da sme in da fture...
will i have a fmly as gud as my dads...
nice auncle, gud auntie...




its juz sad 2 c it all gone away...
i mean, when were all married n stuff...
it'll be dffrent... will ur mther in law b nice 2 u...n stuff...
will u hve tme 2 c ur mther...
wth a job n all....

i mean.. its hard when u think it dat way....

im now 16 yrs old... i'll be employed soon...

if its a gud job... fine...

but wat if da job has a limit...

lke my dad... sure da salary is promisin...

but, he has 2 be ovrseas for a month...

then he can go bak home, for a month...

its bak n forth lke dat....

being bak n forth is ok i guess...

last year, my uncle passed away...

my dad wasnt able 2 attnd 2 my auncle's fnral...

well, hes workin... dats da down side... of his job...

i guess... dats life huh...

its not smekind of fairy tale...

nuthins perfct...

theres alwayz sme downsde..

alwayz a hole

an error..

suits a human life..

oNe woRd

............THANKFULL....

thankfull...

this word revolvin around my head lke a stlite.......

it keeps spinin around n around...

i wonder when will it leave my head...

i cnt even c da road if dis keeps up.. haks2....

but i guess, its a gud feelin 2 be thnkful....

better then an urge to kill.. haks2...

now... da real journey starts... da real battle wth da gvermen.. haks2..

must get dat schlarship... da only tket is, ace-ing in SPM...

were tlking bout SPM here... rite now its like, walking blindfold...

no2... its like walking with ur eyeballs left at home n dat eyeball is kept in a toilet, wth da lights off.... haha....

but for now, im just smply thnkful...

y am i thnkful u say...? if ur smart, fgure it out wth dis num

[06/01/93_+_30/12/08= 15 years...]

but if ur really smart, answr dis... y am i askin if ur smart..? =]

30/12/___

today's da day....

da PmR rsults will b announce in a cple of hours from now...
for da PmR cndidtes, the day for our burden 2 b lifted is only hours away.....

sure hope ill get srraight A's...

i know a cple of my frens sure will... haha..
we all did our best in our persuit for greatness... but...

its all up 2 fate rite now...
nuthin surpasses n change our fate n our destiny, except for our prayers...
it's like death... u can't avoid it... but, u sure can prolonged it... u sure can change how's da cndition of ur death... just by prayers...

as the sayin goes(in arab) "a muslims weapon, is its prayers"...
i would lke 2 rite it in arab, but it'll sound dffrnt...
da sound would juz go off trck cmpletly... haha...
(incse ur wnderin , it sounds a bit lke dis"ad du a' sillahu mukmin")

What in really triyin 2 say is..... prayes help a whole bunch at a tme lke dis...
So, if any of u hppen 2 b prayin... dun 4get 2 insrt my sccess...

till next tme, cherrio!

Raining Hard...

some pic dat i took when its raining....

its raining non-sto[p here in klantan...

da bckyard is flooded wth h20... i mean really flooded...

thakgdnss it it hasnt reached up 2 da house...

i wished i tke more pic... but da batry ran out on me... haha....

wat 2 do huh...?

just a cple of days b4, my fren asked me 2 join him on a bsness as a pthotographer....

it was 2 fill his free time, u know.... he just fnnshed SPM n i just fnnshed PMR....

great time 4 da bsness rite....

da prob is ... still got me my sis n bro 2 tke cre of....

he cme from a long line of phtogrpher...

oh yea... my grndmther gotten better...

thnkgod huh....

but shes still at da hspital....

wnder whens shes gttin back...? hurm....

help me!

my grndmther msk osptal lg....

x smpai 1 mggu lpas die dh blk umah dri osptal..

ari psal jgkitan pru2...

skunk psl dnggi lark.....

smua! brjga2 yep...

im just wrried bout my lttle sis n bro....

dh 3 arie dh dmam....

plus, my prents g hj.....

its kinda my rspnsblity if their infcted....

hrp2 x....

heres some pic that i took wth my new SLR cam, gven by my dad(yabadabadoo).

at first, i thought he was joking bout gving me one of his SLR cam 2 me if i join the photo

club in my school. 2 my sprise.... he actlly gave me one when i joined da club.... boy i was shock....

bside is sme of da pic dat i took wth da cam....

its kinda hard at first... but i got da hang of it.....

u know, since u gotta adjst da expsure n apcture by yourself...

but da end rsult is priceless.... U know, a picture does say a thousnd words....

rite now its raining in klntan, its da rainy season.....

bet i can get a great pic during this season....

as soon as dis flu, cough, snezzin is over.....