Whats Ur View..?

I stumbled on a sayin dat a home is where someone is always thinking of you... its a very nice sayin, espcially for da homeless n for someone who had lost somebody dat they love, stressin on family...


Home, da first thing dat came to ones mind is dat, its da place where one belongs... where he began his journey, da first step dat he took before going somewhere far... In other words, a home is a place where you can always return to....


It is not a material nor an object where one eyes can see... its wat da heart feels... home is a sanctuary, a place where u feel warm, safe and protected by da person dat thinks of you... da person can be anybody... that wat makes a home speacial...


IN other view.... if da person dat always thinks bad of you...? is that home... always thinking of bringing u down... is dat what we call home... at first it might not be a great home...
But if u always return to dat home, one day da bonds get better...
Its human nature... The longer u spend time with da person, da stronger da bonds are...


These bonds i speak of might seems weird to some people... but i exprienced it first hand... bonds are made stronger through this meathod, and through this very actual meathod bonds stay as bonds, friends stay as friends.... forever....


If you ever lost da person u treasured very much... at least let da person know, there is always a home for u to return to.... i will always be thinking of u... n will always be waiting for u, becouse im ur home... as u are mine....

jaN The fiRst

typacal day at home...
with nuthin better 2 do...
as it gets closer to the end of da holiday...t
he less actvty i can cme up wth my head...the less thing 2 do...







at first... i was thinkin dat a short nap is da best thing 2 do rite now...u know, wth da rain n all.. its perfect...but then... i rmmberd smthin... i told smeone dat ill put in more pic...so i went out in da rain n go some pic....it would ruin da camra if i head in in dis dwnpor...so, i waited untill da rain bcmes clmer...





while i was waitin...
an old buddy clled... it was suhaimi...haha...
boy we talked... its great 2 know dat were still rmmbrd by smeone....
a fren of our prohet said"the weakest human is one dat cnt find a true fren, n a much weaker human is one who cnnt apprcte da fren dat they had found"
if im not mstaken... it sounded lke dat...
or smwaht close 2 dat.....
bt da meanin is da sme...



after a while da rain wasnt as violnt as b4...
so i steped out n took a few pic...
only a few, couz it got a bit dark..
n its still rainin....


n among those few pic...
only fewer turned out alrite...
da rest wasnt dat nice...most of them got over exposed... haha..


since not all of them r perfect...
id lke 2 tke sme more..
but like i said... its still rainin...
i dun want 2 b soaked...


actlly i luv 2 be soaked...
expsclly by da rain...
when it rains....
feels so calm 4 no reason...
n when its calm i think a lot...


it mkes me think dat...
will it be da sme in da fture...
will i have a fmly as gud as my dads...
nice auncle, gud auntie...




its juz sad 2 c it all gone away...
i mean, when were all married n stuff...
it'll be dffrent... will ur mther in law b nice 2 u...n stuff...
will u hve tme 2 c ur mther...
wth a job n all....

i mean.. its hard when u think it dat way....

im now 16 yrs old... i'll be employed soon...

if its a gud job... fine...

but wat if da job has a limit...

lke my dad... sure da salary is promisin...

but, he has 2 be ovrseas for a month...

then he can go bak home, for a month...

its bak n forth lke dat....

being bak n forth is ok i guess...

last year, my uncle passed away...

my dad wasnt able 2 attnd 2 my auncle's fnral...

well, hes workin... dats da down side... of his job...

i guess... dats life huh...

its not smekind of fairy tale...

nuthins perfct...

theres alwayz sme downsde..

alwayz a hole

an error..

suits a human life..