jaN The fiRst

typacal day at home...
with nuthin better 2 do...
as it gets closer to the end of da holiday...t
he less actvty i can cme up wth my head...the less thing 2 do...







at first... i was thinkin dat a short nap is da best thing 2 do rite now...u know, wth da rain n all.. its perfect...but then... i rmmberd smthin... i told smeone dat ill put in more pic...so i went out in da rain n go some pic....it would ruin da camra if i head in in dis dwnpor...so, i waited untill da rain bcmes clmer...





while i was waitin...
an old buddy clled... it was suhaimi...haha...
boy we talked... its great 2 know dat were still rmmbrd by smeone....
a fren of our prohet said"the weakest human is one dat cnt find a true fren, n a much weaker human is one who cnnt apprcte da fren dat they had found"
if im not mstaken... it sounded lke dat...
or smwaht close 2 dat.....
bt da meanin is da sme...



after a while da rain wasnt as violnt as b4...
so i steped out n took a few pic...
only a few, couz it got a bit dark..
n its still rainin....


n among those few pic...
only fewer turned out alrite...
da rest wasnt dat nice...most of them got over exposed... haha..


since not all of them r perfect...
id lke 2 tke sme more..
but like i said... its still rainin...
i dun want 2 b soaked...


actlly i luv 2 be soaked...
expsclly by da rain...
when it rains....
feels so calm 4 no reason...
n when its calm i think a lot...


it mkes me think dat...
will it be da sme in da fture...
will i have a fmly as gud as my dads...
nice auncle, gud auntie...




its juz sad 2 c it all gone away...
i mean, when were all married n stuff...
it'll be dffrent... will ur mther in law b nice 2 u...n stuff...
will u hve tme 2 c ur mther...
wth a job n all....

i mean.. its hard when u think it dat way....

im now 16 yrs old... i'll be employed soon...

if its a gud job... fine...

but wat if da job has a limit...

lke my dad... sure da salary is promisin...

but, he has 2 be ovrseas for a month...

then he can go bak home, for a month...

its bak n forth lke dat....

being bak n forth is ok i guess...

last year, my uncle passed away...

my dad wasnt able 2 attnd 2 my auncle's fnral...

well, hes workin... dats da down side... of his job...

i guess... dats life huh...

its not smekind of fairy tale...

nuthins perfct...

theres alwayz sme downsde..

alwayz a hole

an error..

suits a human life..